As I study, read, meditate and write on women in the text, I’ve found I struggle with two issues. As I compose a post, I am humbled by my overwhelming lack of knowledge. This causes..
- …me to fear I’m missing something. It cautions me. I wonder if I should wait until I know more, or know it better? So my fingers reach for the delete key. And I re-write without absolutes and ask a lot of questions. Hopefully, its not my complete knowledge that keeps you reading, but my continuing journey as I search. I tell myself, “There are a few people who are silently following who won’t study this out on their own. They won’t follow my links. They aren’t going to dig themselves. So, I’ve got to tell them!” But, what if I get it wrong? So. That’s one issue I battle with each post.
- …frustration and impatience! I want to know it now, and I want it to stick. But, the more I learn, the more I realize how little I know. And I question if its worth scratching the surface, when the depths are years of advanced study from me? I believe it is. But its still frustrating NOW.
Thanks for reading. I still haven’t got it all figured out.